The Fairest
Below skin-deep in the steadiness of organs,
in the upright bones, where all the solid, perfect cells tick on,
the widow’s heart, that little zip lock of gore, fills
and empties,
regular as a metronome, only a wisp of memory stirs.
Nothing moves her but her chestnut hair, her own pale
cheeks.
She hums; she ignores the darkness somewhere east
of the lace that disappears between her thighs, attends
only to the mirror
and it’s flattery, staying alert for signs of that other,
too-fragile face. Her husband sometimes complained
of loneliness and fear, as if she could cure him. For him, she puts
on
ugly clothes that suggest loss. For her reflection,
she wears
satin. She hardly thinks of the stepdaughter growing up next door.
At the wake, she claims to be stricken. But she can’t
transform
the fairy tale—evil step-ways, an autumn forest, first the woodsman,
then the disguise are caught in that same glass where
she displays
an apple cheek, the satin skin, a flat black empty eye.
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